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Once Again

Wed, 20 Jun 2012 08:59:00 -0400

I never thought I’d be here again,

Hurting like I am.

In the same way that I was once before.

No one can relate,

I guess I m the only one that’s walked this path before.

Never thought history would repeat itself,

Even when I did do things totally different then before.

I did all this shit years before.

Didn’t think I’d catch more intense feelings

Didn’t think I could get hurt once more.

Didn’t think I would again end up in last.

Last place to something I thought would be fresh and new.

Last to find out the truth.

It’s funny like that because I thought this was someone I kindda sorta knew.

Someone I was lead to believe was on the same page as me.

My thoughts where mislead,

For nothing now seems to be.

So here I am right back at square one.

Hurting like hell,

feeling absolutely like a damn fool,

Wanting something in which I can’t have.

Something I can’t change,

something that I assume is not ment to be.

Never thought I’d be here again,

But this is my life,

Shit always happens to me.

I feel it all to often, the Hurt and the grief.

But I don’t show it,

I just wear a smile on my face,

pretend everythig is ok,

gotta stay with straight face.

I can see now I start to care for all the wrong reasons,

For all the wrong people.

It’s never the other way around.

But in life I see you have to fall,

In order to get back up without a scratch or a frown.

I did a lot of things different this time. Made sacrifices I’ve never made before. I opened...

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 11:58:18 -0400

I did a lot of things different this time.
Made sacrifices I’ve never made before.

I opened up to something new,
Hoping that there would be and open door.

I looked forward to growing as a person outside & in.

I changed for something and someone, just so I could let them in.

I feel like a fool, why I don’t know.
Emotions running up, down, around And now possibly out the front door.

I can’t change the past of anyone but I can make due with my future fore sure.
In all hopes that one day happiness will reign over our future.

But I guess that’s wishful thinking,
Because no one thinks quite like me.

We all have our time to outgrow the past and make peace with whatever may be.

But that can only be on our own terms & I know this because I’ve handled mines, I can feel the change in Tee!

Whatever happens i’ll make do and continue on with bettering me.

A msg to My Hommie!

Thu, 24 May 2012 14:14:29 -0400

Not everything in life is planned,

Not everything in life is good,

But everything that happens in life,

It’s for a reason.

We all make mistakes,

We all aren’t perfect,

We’re humans and that’s it.

We don’t have the strength like superman or superwomen,

No one can ever be that strong,

But we can be strong enough to get through anything.

With hopes and dreams,

With family and friends,

Even at the darkest moments in life.

Support, respect, compassion, and love from all

it can make everything bad turn so small,

Letting the good stand so tall.

We can forgive and forget,

But we can’t regret anything that’s done.

In life we have to live it like it’s our only one.

Treat it so precious,

Something like a jewel.

Take advantage of every lesson in life,

Even if it’s something bad, good, or new,

Live it like it’s the last days without any worries,

Tell me that’s what you’ll do!

I love HotDamnIRock. He’s hilarious 😁😜😝

Wed, 23 May 2012 06:45:53 -0400

I love HotDamnIRock. He’s hilarious 😁😜😝

Dysfunctional Friends!!! One of the best Black movies I’ve...

Tue, 22 May 2012 14:59:03 -0400

Dysfunctional Friends!!! One of the best Black movies I’ve seen in Awhile.

Meek Mill Flow

Mon, 21 May 2012 09:51:55 -0400

Meek Mill Flow:

DreamChaser 2 🔥🔥🔥💩

Brookland Idol 2nd Grade Cheer F/Anila 😁.

Wed, 16 May 2012 17:46:56 -0400

Brookland Idol 2nd Grade Cheer F/Anila 😁.

Just me!

Tue, 15 May 2012 09:53:14 -0400

Just me!

It’s a lot I could say about a lot of people in my past life and my present,But then again what good...

Tue, 15 May 2012 09:41:04 -0400

It’s a lot I could say about a lot of people in my past life and my present,But then again what good would that do. Family, Friends, or Foe, all I can say is that with each individual experience we live we learn, we reroute our expectations when dealing with certain individuals, we learn how to keep people at a distance and coexist with even the most immature and ignorant people on the planet, but hey that’s life. We all learn a lot of things about people you thought you knew but really didn’t. We may say no He or she changed, he did this, they’re fake, she is this & they did that, when in all reality it’s just a growth that you may have yet to experience, & that’s just how the cookie crumbles. We may not agree with everything others do, or we may even grown out of liking some of the things we use to do, but in the end it’s a choice only you have to make to stick around or learn and grow from each interaction you come across.

Untitled

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 08:18:14 -0500

Wondering what’s next.

I know in life you can never really know.

But you can try to prepare,

Sometimes even share.

My thoughts, my plans, my life,

My stress, my love.

If giving I hope when it’s receive,

It will be with all the above.

Flaws & all.

I was taught to take things in stride.

But now I feel as though,

I m just a long for the free ride.

Am I happy; at times,

in certain moments in time,

But I’ve noticed it’s seem to be

A temporary satisfaction.

It’s Something so repetitive for me.

Feeling as though we’re not on the same page.

& with nothing promised

I feel that I can recive that from anyone

Or anywhere.

Then I wonder what’s there to offer.

What’s there to gain,

Whats the purpose,

What’s the plan,

What intentions are in order,

What are your motives,

And are you willing to share.

Is sacrifice in your vocabulary,

or do you not care.

I don’t know these answers and I may not ever fully know.

I would prefer your outlook, but that would be up to you to share.

All I know is that time is flying by,

& in my mind it’s telling me that the time is being wasted

Someone once told me time waits for no one.

And then I wondered can that feeling be changed,

Who’s to say, but that’s the verdict i’ve settled with as of today.

Untitled: Check it, I know you didn’t expect it But the look of satisfaction...

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 20:30:38 -0500

Untitled: Check it, I know you didn’t expect it But the look of satisfaction...:

mistab:

Check it, I know you didn’t expect it

But the look of satisfaction let’s me know that you respect it

The tremble in your thighs let’s me know you don’t regret it

Cause the side that you neglected

Needed to be intercepted

And injected with my obsession to subject you

To a session of passion…

Making me feel some type of way about this Lawd!

Just Follow Directions

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 15:40:43 -0500

Bite my lip,

An please suck it just a bit.

Don’t play with me,
I m to ready for this.

Please Stop with all that;
just the tip.

Oh I know it’s wett,
And you have yet to put it in.

So let’s be clear about the obvious,
this night was made just for 2.

No solo missions,
No not for me tonight.

I want to ride you into,
the glorious morning light.

Not just me on top,
I want to take turns to.

Hitting corners inside of me
& some outside too.

Can you handle that?

Baby can you keep up.

I won’t stop,
until we both Nut up!

Not 1 or 2 maybe 5 to 10.

There’s no turning back
once you slide in………….!

WELCOME TO THE DAY'S OF 2012

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 08:39:10 -0500

So it’s 2012 & I’ve just been contemplating about what’s to come, who will last & who will get cut this year in my life. Idk about others but these 1^st 11 day’s have been tiring. I’ve been on my GRIND real heavy running to the money like nigga’s run to the pussy. I’m in a good place right now, why you ask; well let me school you!!! Anila is definately well taken care of not wanting for nothing. She enjoyed her Christmas as well as I did mines. My mom b-day came & gone & so did the hommies Chellie B & Drea’s & up next is my lil brothers, my nephew’s mines & then my older brother. It’s going to be crazy. This year I decided for my 28^th I am going to treat myself. I m always doing for other folks b-day’s but yet spend no time doing for myself, so hey why not. I know what I want so I know I will get shit done. I have a wild & crazy night set up to share with some of my close friends & a few of my cuzzo’s. It will definitely be a night to remember & go down in history.

Current title=NONE :-) lls. I am still single, happy & loving it! Although the few friends that I have aren’t perfect I am content with weaning out who should stay & who should go. That’s just me, I m here today & gone tomorrow & hey that’s just apart of life. Not everyone is met to last forever so with that being said, the race continues lol.

In the past years I realized that I would often take on more than I could chew, but that’s just me. If an Aquarius doesn’t seek a challenge then what is there to live for. We have to stand for something & we strive to make our mark on the world. I m becoming more easy going, meaning I now see that I tend to worry less & enjoy each interaction more than I use to. Back in the day’s I use to often let other peoples problems stress me out when indeed that didn’t work on my behalf. I also use to let others words & actions piss me off & hold on to the shit like a baby clutching a bottle. But guess what: It Ain’t Gon Happen Captin. I will no longer let their misery be my company. So talk on, tweet on, facebook on about what you think you know, when REALLY you have no idea, lol. I m still growing within & I will always be a work in progress, & I am proud to admit that, the question to everyone else is Can they ADMIT that as well???? Sometimes change is good for people. Shit Act Your Age & Not your shoe size & maybe things would get better for you.

I also have been expressing myself more to folks instead of just writing them off, or at least the few lil people I talk to. These lil plump lips use to stay sealed & my teeth would clinch, but oh no, not anymore. I won’t argue with anyone anymore but I will stand up for what I feel is right by speaking my peace & politely moving on. I’m off my “GET IT, GOT IT, GOOD” tip this year. All in all I am proud of myself. I just hope that 2012 will be a year of positive progression for me and whoever else that feels the need to be apart of my life. So if you feel the need to go into 2012 with bitter, ill/negative feelings about things that happened in 2011 then……………. all I can say to you is “PLEASE GO……….. JUST GO JUMP OFF THE BAY BRIDGE” maybe that will solve all your problems, or drama you harbor deep down within. If not I can’t help you, nor fuck wit it.

And on another note, I m starting to get a bit irritated with some people in my life & their fake sit down sessions trying to open my eyes to their reality & outlook on LOVE & relationships & me setteling down. One thing I know is, all that I want for myself is Happiness. Me personally having a healthy relationship or being with someone isn’t my idea of complete happiness in my eyes. Not saying that if that should happen I would deny those feelings, but you can’t make that be a dream of mines. I am happy with me right now. I like the way I do things, I like that I can have variety of adventures within my life & dating. I NEVER bring my child into my personal life & that is for a reason. I am a person who doesn’t like a, how should I say……….. “A Routine Lifestyle”, meaning I m not your average type of women. I don’t desire a white picket fence, a dog, house, husband, & anymore kids. I desire for me & my daughter to be happy with however I choose to seek happiness. So please don’t try to force your happiness on me because “What May Work For You, May Not Always Work For Me”. “What Your Reality Is May Not Be The Reality I Would Want to Indulge In”, Point Blank PERIOD! So with that being said. I bid you all a do. If you can’t understand it, then just don’t even read to much into it J *SMOOCHES*

Aquarius Sign Astrology Profile and Horoscope | Zodiac Signs

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 11:31:32 -0500

Aquarius Sign Astrology Profile and Horoscope | Zodiac Signs:

Ha ha ha this is surely me.

Men, Women & Marriage (It's Not That Complicate)!~

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 09:21:00 -0500

MEN & MARRIAGE: Don’t Fool Yourself, It’s Not That Complicated!

Well, last week we threw a bachelor party for one of our good friends and then on Saturday afternoon we stood beside him in our tuxes while he and his fiance’ said their vows. As I stood up there looking across the crowd, I decided that our next topic on this page would definitely talk about marriage. I also realized that a lot of women might not want to hear the truth about men and marriage because the truth is so simple that they could not accept it without questioning their own relationship. But I am here to tell you DON’T FOOL YOURSELF, IT’S NOT THAT COMPLICATED. The sad thing about it is that it took a woman to bring it to my attention. I had a close friend of mine tell me that she was pursuing a stable man with a girlfriend. When I asked her did she feel wrong about that she said? HELL NO; S—-, a girlfriend ain’t nothin’………… Girlfriends come and go. If the n——is established and he isn’t either married or engaged, then he is not that serious about her and he is FAIR GAME!

So I thought about this for a minute and came to a cold conclusion: IF A MAN IS STABLE IN LIFE AND HE IS IN A RELATIONSHIP AND NOT MARRIED, THEN IT IS BECAUSE HE IS NOT SURE ABOUT THE WOMAN THAT HE IS WITH. He is not willing to commit to her and constantly has his eye open for something better or is waiting for her to become something better. Point blank. When he finds a woman that he is satisfied with, he will make her his wife. And ladies, sorry to tell some of you, but it doesn’t take 4 or 5 years for that man to figure it out. It doesn’t take 2 or 3 years either. The only reason that a man will get married after that long of a time is because he’s tired of looking for something better. And trust me, that’s definitely what he was doing all of those years. So if you should happen to find yourself in one of those long term relationships then maybe you should step back, take a look at yourself and wonder what it is that you’re missing that this man is not willing to fully commit. Don’t make excuses to yourself and your girlfriends saying things like ‘Oh he’s waiting til he gets a better job’ or ‘he’s waiting to finish school’ or ‘he’s waiting until he moves from his apartment to a house’. Sweetie PLEASE DON’T FOOL YOURSELF, IT’S NOT THAT COMPLICATED. Which one of those things can’t be done with a wife or fiance’ by his side????

So ladies, when you read this think about your situation and that man that you are living with, or the one that you spend many nights over his house or him over yours. Think about your baby’s father that you are still in a sexual relationship with. Think about your ‘ex’ that you are in a sexual relationship with. Think about
your ‘boyfriend.’ And definitely think twice before you brag on a relationship that’s a couple of years long and still have no full commitment. Like I’ve said before, I’m a man and I know the situation. I’ve been there and I know that we can come up with some extremely reasonable excuses, but DON’T FOOL YOURSELF, IT’S NOT THAT COMPLICATED.

-Author Unknown

Ms.Tee Thoughts: So PLEASE LADIES & GENTLEMAN enlighten me with your thoughts. Do you think this is true? How would you feel in this situation if you where the perminate baby mother, or the man in a relationship being persued? Is it really that simple for men as they say it is?

AWESOME QUOTE!

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 08:52:40 -0500

AWESOME QUOTE!

To All Parent's Answer Me This???

Tue, 01 Nov 2011 10:06:34 -0400

So I wrote this letter to @RussParrShow Last Week Sometime:

Gm Russ,

I wanted to say that it is hard for people who are under privileged & middle class to get where they want to be in certain schools/universities. My brother (Torre’ Somerville) graduated from Eastern Senior High School last June with a 4.00GPA. Torre’ was also Eastern’s starting Point Guard for their varsity basketball team & has been written about numerous times by the Washington Post as one of the Star Players in DC Public High School Basketball, but yet he did not receive the help he needed to get a basketball scholarship, nor support from his coaches at his high school to even be looked at or recruited. Currently my little brother has settled with a prep-school in Ft Myers Fl, where he claims to be suffering as he would say because he doesn’t like it, nor is he being looked at by any major universities. Basketball is his life & as a player he’s always made sure to uphold his GPA at about a 4.00 throughout all his years in school and I think that it’s sad that as hard as he’s worked he has settled for what we (or our family) can afford. Point being is that our school system did nothing to push him nor help him get scouted to where he could possibly gain a name, play hard, and possibly take him to the NBA as he’s always dreamed. It just shows or proves to me that the schools where they have money and connections can provide support for their athlete’s but not any normal public predominately black schools

Torre’s links: http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/sports/highschools/basketball-preview-2010/dc-boys/index.html

Now Twitter family how do you feel about what I said in this letter? Also what do you all want to see for our kids in the near future who actually want to be athletic in public schools hoping to get scouted to a major university. How can we as adults and parents rectify this situation so it won’t become so disappointing & reoccurring in our kids schools & lives?

No Time To Look Back!

Tue, 01 Nov 2011 08:56:06 -0400

Sometimes it’s hard to rebuild even the simplest of situations.

When things seem like it’s a lost cause,

People often loose hope all together.

It’s funny because in my eyes,

Hope was never lost but purposely forgotten.

I notice that I just simply shut the entirety

Of my own feelings down.

I didn’t give things hope,

Nor take the time to even look back.

Granted I do miss a few people,

And I literally mean a few.

I felt as though everyone else Who passed through my life was just a phase.

A season opener to change my future.

It’s sad but true.

I think out the box and I think looking into my future

that is what drives me now & days.

So instead of looking back,

I just keep on trucking forward instead.

You see if you notice in a lot of scary movies,

The women or man who always runs but continues to look back

Always dies.

My point being;

In life weather you’re running forward or walking,

There’s no need to look back,

Because if you do things from the past can kill

The plans you set forth for the near future.

So to all those who dwell on things in the past,

Good luck with moving anywhere near the future.

It SUCKS to be you!

More About Something!

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 10:31:22 -0400

Dazed and confused

Stable but abused,

By my surroundings,

My houndings of what i should or shouldn’t do.

But I must say, I never been peer pressured.

But I let the pressure build,

And the feelings killed my mood.

The feelings got buried inside,

And then resurrected do to my poor actions.

I felt the contractions that aroused within.

How can I do this once again?

I thought it would be a one time thing,

But I see now, its goes on like a never ending shiny ring.

The feelings I thought I would never posses again.

It showed up and now here it goes one mo gin.

Up & down, round and around,

back & forth again.

Why now, why me, what do people really want from lil ole me.

"How I knew I was Going To Cheat"

Mon, 17 Oct 2011 14:15:17 -0400

"How I knew I was Going To Cheat"